Last AP exam tomrrow, after struggling through 4 already, i'm really exhausted....

now all i gotta do is to give the last push...

since i didn't start well in High School, i feel kinda obligated to finish strong..

After the exams, life has been quite relaxing...also quite boring..
Under my dad's constant pressure, i have finally decide to make my life more productive... yes.. i have decided to look for a job. After all the partying and studying, i find myself doing the same shit over and over again. Perhaps, a job will open my eyes and provide me w/ new oppotunities of learning and playing.

Second semester jsut started. met my new teachers, many of them seem to be easy goign, i just hope that they will be lenient on grading as well.. ANywayz, I am officiall a Second Semester Senior...But waht is that any differnt from being a first semester senior? NOTHING...honestly, i don't nkow if anyhting is going to change, i'll probably still trying my best.. 

DAMMn, my schedual is sooo F***ed up. Everyday, i come home and sleep first... then wake up around 8pm. After that, I do my hw till 12, then go out .. or watch movies or w/e till aobut 3 am... then go to sleep.. I think i'm haveing PERMINANT JET-LAG

anwyaz, First semester grades are as follows ...

1st Semester Senior yr:

H. Chinese 6                 AAA
AP Stat:                        AAA
AP Microeconomics     AAA
AP Physics Lecture       AAA
H. English                     AAA
AP Physics Lab            AAA
AP Psychology             AAA

...I may have won the battle... I have Yet to win the war...

UPdate:

WOW, time flies....it's 2006 already. 

it's a good time to remember some things i did in 2005.

First, the dumb, bad, and the things i regret:

-break into somebody's house w/ someone and stole their car (names r not given)            

-Not been to church, and neglict Christian values and believes, broken many rules           

-sleeping aroound 2 or 3 everyday (sometimes because of HW, other times....simply doing nothing).                                                                                                                        

-Seducing a best friend's gf and caused a break up  (WTF was I thinking)                                                                                                                                 

-drinking                                                                                                                                 

-not finishing up those college apps                                                                                      

-getting rejected by UPENN                                                                                                 

-breaking alot of promiese                                                                                                                                 

-Fall in love  ...(did i??..hehe..)

Now, good and positive and constructive things i value:

-Getting Straight As...(yes.. been rocking the school the WHOLE yr...)                                                                                                                                        

-getting those SATs out of da way ...and quite satisfied with my score                         

-Doing an internship at Smithsonian ...(didn't waste my whole summer)                            

-Got closer with FAmily (especially my dad, for the first time , he actually cares about what i do and who i date ...than just school)                                                                         

-Driving (tat's DEF a plus... now i have almost no trouble getting to anywhere                                                                                                                            

-met new ppl and gotten closer w/ old friends.                                                                                                                                   

-being who I am                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

Finally.. NEW year resolutions..

-get into a prestigious college                                                                                                

-continue getting good grades in school (although i'm a senior, but school and education is imporant to me)                                                                                                                  

-getting to know and improve myself better (try not to add more to the regret list above)   

-make smart choices                                                                                                              

-not looking, but waiting for that special someone (this time... i seriously need to have patience)                                                                                                                                 

-go to church every sunday and get closer to god (at least mroe often than now.... i seriously need some guidance...and straighten my life up)                                                   

-I know wat i want to do in life, and I know wat i have to do to get there ...then wat's keeping me from reaching my goal... (therefore ...i need to do wat i must  to construct my future)

okokok... the 3 lists seems nice.. now i gotta prepare for school tomrrow

peace..